…back again! haha

I’ve been away for a while but back to the normal routine now! How boring.

BUT while i’ve been away i’ve managed to actually tick stuff off my bucket list which i’ve pretty much forgotten about! :O

#5 is off, obviously not getting into medicine studies cause far i realized i really didn’t want such a hard life D: it would have been awarding to get into it, but i’m not smart enough -_- at least i passed 1st year uni haha faaar what a mission it was!

#10 whoop! which was why i was away from tumblr for about 3 weeks! i’m not gonna lie, i returned last week but i was really tired so didn’t go back on tumblr until pretty much now lol

#19 did this twice but with different people :) both equally fun and amazing!

#22 when i first wrote this bucket list i had initially planned to do it to someone who i had missed a lot who’s in another country, but things changed and i found someone else, who i love more so i did it for them :)

#27 with two of my bestest friends :)

#41 did it before i left on my trip, but was definitely fun haha nothing beats a summer night on the beach :)

#42 okay technically this doesn’t count, btu i thought id point out i WATCHED “perks of being a wallflower” movie rather than read the book, i’ll get to it one day haha 

#49 actually rode the train countless times on my trip so thats ticked off!

#61 on new years we actually did watch the fireworks in town, though it wasn’t exactly with EVERY important people i cared about it, it was still with some, so no worries :) many more new years to come! ^^

whoo ticked off 9 things in the first 2 months of 2013, pretty proud hahah

xx

#38 Go karaoke happened unexpectedly and spontaneously last night but all good! not complaining :D

it’s because of this that it was so hard to do #47 of my bucket list, but hey! i did it today! whoop :P

#47, check! :P

on a happier note…

OMFG! xD a friend dropped by today to give me my Ed Sheeran Concert that we had planned to go to this month. …but only to come and also surprise me with a HOT CHELLE RAE concert ticket feat. Cher Lloyd as an early bday present! OMFG!

iuqbjwnroiuabejrkner happiness :D ILY <3

i’m also going to another concert near the end of the year! omfg 3 concerts this year? farrk  where did i get the money for this ? T_T

i’m on my way to ticking #9 of my bucket list! :D any of these concerts will make this number done! hehehe <3

So what I forgot to update on tumblr was a few nights ago I finished the Star Wars Marathon :D kinda didn’t have time to post this up because I’d been recovering from lack of sleep for about this whole entire week tbh hahaha gotta make the holidays epic while it still lasts! one more week left! :O

bucketlist #32; check! :)

I don’t even know where to begin what happened in the last current 24 hours that I’ve just experienced.

First off,

1. Last night, I did a number on my bucket list which I had listed, but I never really thought I would actually do o.o but it.. sorta just happened (…twice..)

I don’t know. It sorta just happened. Don’t judge me >< I’m not usually like that, but yeah all I can say is that, it just happened lol I’m probably not going to say what happened because if you don’t know what I’m talking about, then good :D lol

Sad thing is, I didn’t really feel anything. It’s either I don’t care anymore or … something just made me numb from feeling anything. I’d like to think the latter haha, I don’t want to not care, I would feel heartless and I don’t like that, even though it would be easier.

secondly,

     2. A friend had called me out to hang tonight, only to find out he had tricked me into coming so he could surprise me with a friend who came back from aussie! Hadn’t seen him in like a year! 

He surprised us from behind, I was like “woah!” hahaha gave me a hug and.. HE BOUGHT ME FLOWERS! AHHH omg beautiful bouquet of flowers :) they felt huge! hahah it was my first time receiving flowers. i like to think i’m not materialistic, but i did appreciate him giving them to me :)

and thirdly,

     3. today on my way home from work, the back door of my car boot wouldn’t close -_- until I fully slammed it down that it actually closed. But when I was out with mates tonight, I stupidly opened the car boot, and it wouldn’t close again :( was at a mates house at the time so I borrowed his duct tape to tape the back door closed LOL I would post a picture but.. neh xD

I think tonight was one of the weirdest nights to explain to my parents why I randomly arrived home with:

1. a bouquet of flowers and
2. duct tape taped to the back door of my car.

Go on a $100 only budget shopping spree: went shopping today, surprisingly i spent less than my budget of $100 :D i usually don’t cause i go crazy and shop like mad.. esp. after uni and exams i thought i would have bought like everything i saw, lol turns out i didn’t.

that’s good, must mean i’m learning to save more :)

#44 bucketlist? check! :)

#36 of bucket list. check! :) i got to keep one of the bullet shells hehehe :P

i can’t believe i missed the illuminate paint party by like a week to two. i didn’t know it was on this month T_T 

I AM SO GOING NEXT YEAR.

oh yeah !

i was so happy, it was one of the many times i realised how lucky i am that i’ve been given a life, so i decided perfect time for..

BUCKETLIST!

perfect way to start a new “life” —> well life after recovering from utter sadness is by making a bucketlist and doing it! its so fun hahaha

i thought i needed to get out there more cause i haven’t for a while and life’s too short to waste any time, so

1) make a list!

2) DO THEM!

haha great way to do things you wanted to before your time is out :)

i’ll keep updated on things i hopefully cross off the bucketlist! ><! and probs would add more to it :P

- 4neverlasting.tumblr.com

i swear no one reads this, i’m probs having a monologue with myself atm D: hmm nothing new there hahaha